Melissa Crowe
But Nothing Bad Ever Happened to Me in the Woods
where there were never any men just cousins
and dogs and rubber dolls and birdchatter
and razor-cut light and trails of scat I could
subject to scansion figure out whose feet
I followed through leaf litter rabbits rabbits
deer never any bears but always thick as musk
the promise of bears who kept their distance
our hollering having preceded us
to the blackberry patch where we stained our
thieving mouths our bellies our hands because
we could because we could not help it
where once we built a plywood boat
rough platform set upon a row of tires
so we wobbled the deck when we walked it
like the sea might roll beneath sailors in a storm
might toss unwatched children to their deaths
danger we welcomed we made and so constrained
where in winter we skated skateless through
an ice-slicked clearing no fathoms beneath
and where in warmer months we waded
the creek its surface delicately pocked
by legs of water bugs its cold music on bare
skin a good surprise where the plot
never sickened and when late afternoon began
its early forest darkening we’d find our way slowly
and adroitly back to neighborhood and day
but first we built floorplans of pine straw
grids of little rooms in which we pretended eating
from the broadleaf plates we heaped with weeds
and cones and seeds as though to sup were
up to children simple as to chat or sing an airy
consequenceless thing feat we could do here
or maybe—easy as to drink or fight—anywhere.
Melissa Crowe is the author of Dear Terror, Dear Splendor (University of Wisconsin Press, 2019). Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in Four Way Review, New England Review, Poetry Northwest, and Thrush, among other journals. She coordinates the MFA program at UNCW, where she teaches poetry and publishing.
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