Julia Bouwsma
Full Bloat Moon
The worm moon will drink until she floats
if you let her. She’ll suck the dirt clots right out
of the dissipating snow and the runoff from the road,
guzzle sap from the bucket on her knees or take it
straight from the tree. Glutton-mouthed moon,
you’ve found her belly up in the ditch on one
of your night walks. A kernel of hominy, she swells
languidly, kicking her legs like the ticks you pluck
from the dog. Tonight she hangs high in the dark
as the doe goat kids, quietly fevering in the straw,
udder hard and white as the pail at your feet, then black
as a new moon. The hunger in the sky winks at you
unrelenting through the trees as you do the deed,
as you wash the blood from your palms. Each year
she wakes this way, and each year you feed her
ravenous. She never gets full, but then again
neither do you, anymore.
Julia Bouwsma is the author of MIDDEN (Fordham University Press, forthcoming 2018) and Work by Bloodlight (Cider Press Review, 2017). Her work appears in Bellingham Review, Grist Online, Muzzle, Salamander, RHINO, River Styx, and other journals. She lives and works on an off-the-grid farm in the mountains of western Maine where she serves as Book Review Editor for Connotation Press: An Online Artifact and as Library Director for Webster Library in Kingfield, Maine.
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