John Gallaher
Prairie Economics
The farm’s asleep again. Don’t wake it.
There are plenty other things we can do
for the afternoon. A little down the highway
is another, among other things, like music
you’re not supposed to listen to, which exists
only as an answer to a problem it posed for itself.
Less the value of barns and more the doctrine
of barnishness. The goats seem to agree,
up around the heather and soda cans littering the
field across from the sweet corn we nestle
behind a few rows of feed corn to keep people
from stopping. All the best farms are psychological
not formal, which is another thing we learned
from the confession, when we thought
it would be the other way around. I would’ve even bet
it was the other way around, and now look at us, lined
up at the astrologer’s office, goats
watching from out in the truck. They want information
and you’re not sure if you should give it to them
or not. Maybe you should. They’re looking at us
that way that makes you think you should,
the mistiness of their gaze, the droopy mouths,
the earnest way they got when they last asked
to borrow that book on soy. Suddenly it’s all the rage,
like that list of the cultural differences in response to
pain that left us feeling implicated. “You won’t feel a
thing,” they chanted outside the bedroom window that
night. It was a long night. Maybe this
is the information they want and you’ve
already given it to them. If you’re anything like me,
your body language gave you away long ago.
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