Susan Hutton
AN ACCOUNT
Empty space is not always empty.
Energy can burst into being
for the blink of an eye, and –
I was born into a body as a photon
can vanish and appear somewhere else,
and be nothing in between.
My body meets an object
outside the sequence
that brought it into being.
Out of the blue
means cresting a hill under an open sky
after many days of walking, and –
Out of the blue
a ship! Out of the blue, a present
beautifully wrapped in colored paper
with its bitter history of trees,
& etc. And the speed at which time passes—
Where is the weight of a child encircled in your arms?
You cannot tell the birch, keep your leaves,
or find a red-wing blackbird in winter.
Last week a man rose alone to
the very top of the stratosphere and saw
the layers of heaven against the darkness of space.
Even in suffering’s empty state time spilled before me.
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