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Cali Kopczick

Doubt as I Knew It

Someone must have been notified about the red light bulb under the sewer grate,

the one I can see through the flood. The one I can feel

through the broken main. Something’s gone wrong,

a sheep bleats from a passing ark. I must have turned into

a one-way canal. And then a desk breaches

and the sheep jumps on, begins grazing on paper. The sheep turns into

a one-way initiative evaluation procedure.

Shucks, goes the stapler and Click goes the red light—

on just when I didn’t know it was off.

It washes out my red ink and here I am uncorrectable.

It’s uncanny, the ethical quandaries you get into

with the echoes of your own howling. It’s uncanny

how these other wolves can swim,

how the downstream grows fat with their furry haunches,

how the broken main glitters

with their pearlescent teeth,

red and smooth like a thousand pushpins.

 

Cali Kopczick’s work has previously been published in Bricolage, AU, and the Raven Chronicles. She works as an editor at Chin Music Press and as the assistant director for the forthcoming documentary Where the House Was. She lives in Seattle, Washington.

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