Alyse Bensel
Tourism
Be a tourist in your own home,
its skeletal walls flayed of plaster flesh.
You may wonder why each picture frame
seems empty. No one there is familiar,
so pass among their faces as if they were silk
curtains, luxurious but airy volumes.
It’s insignificant, and yet you can’t quite
understand the beauty of an abandoned silo
that incubates saplings in its hollowness.
Where you promise but make no guarantees.
The scene is here for you, and only you,
and whomever else happens to drive by
on that country road. Look at each room
from every angle. This house is no more
than its wooden frame.
Now be a tourist in your own body.
Anchor your toes—the swaying catches
everyone off guard. Like a rental home,
the body’s repairs are not included:
busted pipes, faulty ankle, worn roofing,
a rupture. Don’t let the beating stop. Be like
my favorite gaudy porcelain clock—rewind,
spring forward, turn back with your hands.
Alyse Bensel is a PhD candidate in Literary Studies and Creative Writing at the University of Kansas. Her recent poems have appeared in The Adroit Journal, Tinderbox Poetry Journal, Quarterly West, New South, and elsewhere. She is the author of the chapbooks Not of Their Own Making (dancing girl press) and Shift (Plan B Press) and serves as the Book Reviews Editor at The Los Angeles Review.
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